Cold Stare

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Chapter 22.

I felt the sun on my eyes. As I slowly opened them, I heard Jesse, Kreay and Jordan talk and laugh. I stood up. Rarely enough I only had my bra and thong on, so I put some sweatpants and a Mickey Mouse t-shirt. 

”Goodmorning my drunk babe !” Jesse said to me laughing as I walked to the balcony. 

”Uh.. why was I half naked ?”

Jordan laughed. ”Well.. U wanted to fuck so bad, you took your clothes off, and went to bed. You said you were going to wait for Chris.”  

Oh fuck I felt embarrassed. ”Oh..” Everyone bursted out laughing. ”Ha-ha you guys, very funny.” I faked a sad face. ”Fuck, I’m hung over.”

”Yeah me too.. ” Kreay said. ”Anyone want to smoke a swisher ?” 

”Ahhhh nooooo, too early Natasha. Calm yo titties.” Jesse said. 

I lay in bed, thinking about last night, and the guilt grew and grew. What was I thinking? And what if Drake told her? Okay, no. Calm down. I make myself crazy. I send her a SMS.

C: Hey baby, what’s it like? I miss you too and can not wait to see you again. Can I call in a few hours?

Time for breakfast. I walked downstairs, and see Mijo at the table.

” Whaddup playboy?” He shakes his head.

”Yo..”

” What was that yesterday?”

” Nothing man.”

He shook his head again. ”Yo stop shaking your head.” I said.

” You’ve made ​​a mistake. Already.”

I sighed. ” I know! I fucking know!” I started getting angry.

” Aye calm down.” Mijo said.

” What should I do man … Drake has seen me yesterday. He saw it happen.”

Mijo remained silent. ”Tell her ..” I looked at him. ”Tell her, before Drake does, because if THAT happens everything gets bad.”

”RITA COME ON. WE GOTTA GO !” This chick always is late ! Jay’s assistant e-mailed me this morning, saying that Rita has to go to the studio for a new song. She’s working with a producer called Major Lazer. 

”Yeah yeah yeah. I’m curling my hair bitch !” She yelled from the bathroom. Kreay and Jordan left 10 minutes ago, they were about get some food and afterwards come to the studio too. ”I’m reeaaaaady !”

Rita jumped out the bathroom, her hands in the air and a big smile on her face. ”You’re ready for some studio time !?”

”More than ready. LETS GO MOMMA.” 

—

As we walked through London, everything I saw amazed me. The people, the buildings, the atmosphere. ”Maaaaan, I love london !” I said. 

Rita smiled. ”I gotta show you all the cool stuff around here, when we have time. You’ll love it even more !” 

She looked happy. More than happy. ”Did Chris text you back ?”

”Oh yeah, I got a text from him this morning. He asked me how I was doing, and if he could call me later. So yeah.” She smiled a I’m-So-In-Love-Smile. 

”Told you everything is gonna be allright ! He’s a good guy.” 

”I know baby.” She looked at me. ”Talking about Chris, whaddup with you and Mijo ?” She wiggled her eyebrows.

”Oh, we good we good ! Think I’m gonna call him when we arrive at the studio.” 

So Major Lazor and I worked on a new song today : Radioactive. I got 3 songs ready now ; RIP, Shine Ya Light and Radioactive. It’s fun working on my album. I get to know myself more and more. Jay told me I have to record at least 15 songs, and then the label and I will the decide which songs will make the album. 

”Today was a good day huh ?” I looked at Jesse.

She smiled at me. ”It was babe. You did good !”

”What’s the plan for tomorrow ?”

”Let me check my phone.” She took her iPhone out of her bag. ”Tomorrow you’ll have a talk with Roc Nation UK, and afterwards your free.”

”Ah that’s good ! I can show you the city then !” 

Jess did a little happy dance. ”Ah yeah baby !”

We arrived at out hotel. As I opened the door, I smelled good good food and heard salsa music. ”oooooh, someone’s coocking !?”

Kreayshawn came to me while dancing. ” Yeah baby, this is your welcome meal! We’re eating Italian.”

Jordan also danced. ” You know I’m Italian.” She pursed her lips, and rocked her hips.

Jesse laughed. ”You sexy Italian momma !”

My phone went off. Chris ! ”Girls, Chris is calling, when are we eating ?”

”Dinner’s ready in 30 minutes chica !” Jordan yelled from the kitchen.

I walked to the balcony, and picked up the phone. ”Hello ?”

”Hey baby !” Hearing Chris’ voice made my heart melt. 

”Hey !” I said in a squeeky, high-pitched voice.

He laughed. ”How are you ?”

”I’m good, I’m good ! Went to the studio today, recorded a new song !”

”That’s amazing to hear !”

I sighed. ”Miss you tho..”

Silence. ”… Miss you to ma..” He sighed. ”Rita ?”

”Yeah ?” His voice changed.. He sounded.. nervous.. ”Whaddup ?”

”I um.. I… Got.. I got to..” Disconnected. 

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Chapter 21.

Trey texted me to come to the club, so I took a quick shower, got dressed and got off. 

The last couple off days I’ve spent working in the studio on my mixtape, working hard on some new songs I’ve wrote. It’s been pretty stressfull, so a night out is nice.

I arrived at the club and walked to the VIP section. I saw Trey talking to 2 girls, Mijo taking shots and … a girl grinding on Chris. Rita instantly went through my mind. She isn’t even gone for a week and Chris is already flirting with other girls ? What the fuck is wrong with him yo. 

”Aye Chris !?” His eyes went wide open.

”Yo Drake !” He pushed the girl away and stood up to talk to me. He seemed to be a little nervous seeing me. I shook my head.

”What the fuck was that yo ?” I looked at the girl. 

”Oh yeah.. uhm..”

Jesse, Kreay and Jordan were high as fuck. I felt like the couch potatoe for not smoking weed.

The weather was great tonight. England weather mostly is fucked up, but tonight it’s actually kind of warm. I was chilling on the balcony alone, enjoying my view. Man I missed my hometown. It feels good to be back.

I got my phone and checked my messages. Not a single one from Chris… Should I text him ?

R: Hey babe, we arrived at the hotel 2 hours ago. An old friend of me Natasha and het friend Jordan came to visit us. I miss you already. 

It kinda worries me that I didn’t get a single text from Chris.. But I think I can trust him. He has changed right ?

I called room service and orded a tequila bottle.

”Aye !? Who wants to take some shots !?”

The girls shouted enthusiastically. I laughed, I’m not going to worry about Chris, I trust him. And come on, I’m in London, lets have some fun !

I’m in trouble man. This girl.. Shit. And drake all of a sudden.. Double shit..

My phone went off. A text. I checked it. A text from rita. The guilt grew. I’m a dick..

Drake suddenly pushed me. ”YO. explain yourself man !?” 

”Aye, don’t push me bro.”

”Rita isn’t even gone for a whole fucking day and you’re already getting on other girls ! That ain’t right man..” I saw Drake getting mad.

”Just let me explain okay ?” 

”Explain yourself then.” He sat down.

”Listen.. It isn’t what it seemed like. This girl was just talking to me, and all of a sudden she started grinding on me. Nothing happened.”

Flashback

Ginuwe - Pony started playing, and the whole club started dancing. The girl uhm.. Tanya was sitting next to me, still talking about shit. All of a sudden she jumped up. 

”OH FUCK, THIS IS MY JAAAAM.” She started dancing in front of me. Moving her hips, her ass all up in my face. She turned around. Shaking her boobs in my face. She gave a seductive smile. ”You like that ?” She bit her lip.

She was pretty. Not amazingly hot. But pretty. I smiled, the alcohol started taking over my mind. I saw trey dancing with 2 girls, and Mijo sippin on a drink. 

Tanya turned around again, and went down… grinding her thick ass on my dick. Oh fuck… She went hard. not stopping at all. I could feel myself getting hard..

Her face suddenly was close to mine, and she kissed me roughly on the lips. 

”Chris !” Mijo yelled. I pulled my head back and looked at him. ”Stop.” He lipsynched at me. 

Rita.. Oh fuck.. Rita… 

”Stop.. please. Don’t.” She gave me the seductive smile again, and danced in front of me again. 

I’m a fuck up..

”I swear yo, nothin happened. This girls is just nuts. AND drunk. You know how them girls are around me..”

Drake rolled his eyes. ”Whatever man.. Just don’t lie to me nor to Rita. She’s like my sis. Don’t fuck her up.. Don’t fucking break her heart allright ?” He walked away.

My breathing quickened. I walked to the bathroom and punched the wall. My knuckles started bleeding. What the fuck have I done !? How could I be this stupid ? Am I changing back to the old me ? 

”And … 20 shots lateeeeeer, Jordan is already throwing up. Who is next ? Who is next !?” I danced through the room, feeling dizzy.

”Aye bitches !?” Rita yelled. 

”Aye guuuuurl.” Kreay danced with me. 

Rita sat down on the bed. ”This bitch Chris hasn’t sent me back yo.”

”Did Chris-The-Bitch sent you a text when you got here ?” Kreay asked.

”No.” She pouted her lip. ”He didn’t sent me anything.” It seemed like she was about to cry.

I jumped on the bed. ”Bitch don NOT cry.” I said wrapping my armes around her. ”Maybe he is just busy, feeding his cat.. or washing his.. dick…”

Kreayshawn suddenly stood still and put her hand on her hip. ” Do you trust him?”

Rita looked down. ”I don’t know.” And she started crying. 

”Bitch don’t cry over a boy !” Jordan yelled from the bathroom. ”Oh fuck..” And the sound of her throwing up filled the room. We started laughing. 

”You guys.. are.. on the .. start.. on the beginning of your.. rebracion.. relationship okay ? You still.. have to built up … the frost.. the trust.” 

”HAHA gurl you are drunk.” Kreay said to me.

I laughed. Rita was still in my arms. ”Although u’re drunk as fuck, you’re right.. I dont give a fuck right now.. I think.. Ugh.. I love him.. I miss him.. I just wanna fuck okay..” We laughed our asses off. 

”Rita.. u are just.. horny okay.. Go masturbate urselves.. yourself.” Rita laughed. ”It’ll be .. allright Little Dino.” 

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More Chapters

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